| September 30, 2009
WATTA HAZY DAY  Walked out of the erms room today and Woah. quite nearly choking just trying to breath normally. well, I do remember reading on the papers that the haze's here to stay but who would have thought it'd be this bad :/ The air smells like burnt bbq and it's so smokey, even buildings dissappear & fade away in shade. No wonder everyone around me seems to be falling sick and i think i'm going next! =( Can't believe i'm going to meet good'O kenneth later in this bleedy haze. and i can't say no because i was the one who asked to meet. aha. The only change in my plan shall be that i'll be making a dash to the the nearest mall as soon as i'm out of the train station. no wayy i'm going to stay outdoors. not today. For those who are on the verge of falling ill, drink plenty of water! For those who have recovered, take care! as for myself.. good luck :S -i'm not sure if i'm done yet. I'm not sure if i'm ready for change or for anything at all.. September 26, 2009
As Life Picks Up  I had an impromptu meet up with Lucien today. It wasn’t much of a catching up - as we thought - because I realised half the time I was just grumbling about my stories and asking for his opinion & advice. it’s funny cause i'm usually the one doing the deed. Aha. I guess tonight is what the Americans would call a heart-to-heart talk but nah.. that’s way too girly I must say though, he has some pretty interesting views on certain issues.. well, i shalln't share too much details.. Our night ended with a conclusion that our old carefree days were so much better off. In my own words, “Our age has certainly caught up with us.. life's picking up, and fast; one to slow and you're find yourself tumbling.” I guess gone are the days where we can just mess around with our lives and then lay back without a single worry. And I’m afraid it’s only going to get worse as we grow older.. Things will get more serious, some become complicated and others confusing; and more so than not, we’ll find ourselves lost. *Shrugs* I’m just glad there are such beings called friends when that time comes. Okay. I think I shall stop here! Haha thanks for hearing me out today Lucien. Awesome car btw. i shall dub it the red chick magnet from this day forth ;D September 23, 2009
Enervated OK I think this one's not bad. It shouldn't be hard to understand, yes yes its about love again. So yipee-ya i guess? Its not exactly about something sad nor happy. But if i had to choose i'd say its a sad one with a touch of optimism, at least thats what i hoped and therefore how i wrote. Was actually done up last night but i only had time to edit it over supper today. Haha. Well, i hope u guys like it! :)  neither rising nor descending a quiescent standstill at peace and in envy A beautiful sight surrounds me like a thousand inverted rainbow dewdrops painted in hight blue skies some hang above me others rise fast from beneath where i stay afloat, often lost I'm not exhausted only you short to keep me going so if you're still there light up the heat and send me soaring Willy-nilly eventuation I shall stay unruffled & in place wind, rain or shine until another lovely balloon pops by But until then l’ll be pinned beneath heaven's garden as a great big hot air balloon waiting to be moved by you. September 20, 2009
Its not worth it Sometimes, when trying to prove only does more harm than good. when mentions shoot back. & when there's nothing that can possibly be changed, you leave & let there be it.  It ain't about respect no no way no maybe prepossessive bigotry a prelude to injustice there are certainly no irregulations just impressions forged by the seat on the other side sometimes we simply don’t learn to understand but choose to let our emotions run free and sometimes I prefer to just whist away they say I’m naive no no way no whoever said turning one’s back was about yourself? has it ever incurred that sometimes people walk away to protect the ones they love? even if they're the very ones that have chosen to judge so I’m slithering back to my cavern but once more cause I know sometimes even if people don’t you have. September 18, 2009
Peanut Butter Jam Late  Here’s an exchange of sms with ben earlier today:Ben: Since when u started waking up more than an hr b4 u r suppose to be at sch? Me: Well, since being late became a big huha Yep. That’s right. I can’t even be late for a minute now.. everything goes recorded and I’ll be evaluated based on that & obviously being late is not gonna help me get good grades :\ I need good grades. But it feels weird arriving at school early; even if it’s just a minute or two. I’ve been late pretty much all my life. And those occasional times when I did arrive early, wasn’t purposeful. If i must say, its definitely the train or bus which went faster; anything but me. Tyring to change feels kinda like you’ve been using a spoon to spread jam over your bread for years now and all of a sudden you’re told to do the right thing and use a proper spreader. It’s nothing really. Just that you’re so used the old you. Like apples to pears. punk turned geek. In any case I never eat breakfast. Branch however is in my dictionary ;) September 16, 2009
i wanna do new stuff  i decided that i shall pick up skate boarding once i'm done with breaking (definitely still sometime before that) and i need to get the right connections!!! So please tell me if you know anyone who skates kay!! aha. & i suppose i mentioned this before, i really want to take ballroom dance. waltz, salsa, whatever along that line.. unfortunately the lessons are terribly expensive, i don't have the time and i want to learn it together with a gal. & preferably my own gal at that. Ahaha. I mean c'mon its definitely better than dancing with some random aunty from the dance class right. But oh well, looks like i have neither.. so i shall suck the entire idea up and wait.. wait for some ka ching to start flowing in before deciding on anything. haha September 13, 2009
winding back  Lol. My brother brought 3 guy friends back. Told me they’ll be staying over and that one more’s coming. wow. I wonder how all of them are going to squeeze and fit into the tini room of his. I mean geez our rooms are like the smallest ever I swear. Oh and guess what, that makes 7 guys under the roof and just one lady – my mom. Haha. Slight bit off topic, but still about stayovers and our rooms, I just realised I’ve never actually let any girl into my room before. and since I’m already at it, I shall make it a point that the gal who eventually does is someone special to me. Kinda like Nishikado in the show Hana Yori Dango and his whole bike theory. Basically, he lets and doesn’t mind his bros (or guy friends) seating at the back seat of his bike but never ever a girl & only that one special gal he’ll eventually find one day will get to sit and ride the journey with him.. I like that. Its cool. haha. ways, I think I managed to snap myself out of some stuff I had in my mind for some time now. I know it might probably still linger back down in my mind somewhere but I can only hope it’ll eventually fade away into abyss. Well, lets just say, there's one too many poems written so it’s time to wind back into perspective. September 10, 2009
adrenaline.  Muhaha. Items arrived safely from the states. And guess what? They are in the right size and correct colour! LOL. How rare that my online purchase come as they should :x and I’m impressed! Only took them 9 days from payment to delivery! :D I was expecting the usual 2 weeks or more. haha Shall upload some pics later. Anyway EMRS is pretty awesome. I’m under the fashion team so I get to ‘visit’ places like bugis, far east and the such to source for suppliers. But we all know it’s more than just that. Haha! Moving on, I have a confession to make: I LOVE DRIVING. Yeap Yep. ABSOLUTELY DO. So I don’t suppose I’ll ever get bored of it anytime soon; so long as it’s a manual. Like seriously. I think I’ll die if automatics took over the world. There will be no more clutch to trash, no more throwing of the shifter, bahhh basically there’ll be no more fun! I'm not sure how I can explain this to the lazy people out there who swear by automatics. For starters, I can't deny the fact that automatics these days are getting more efficient and responsive to throttle inputs as compared to a decade ago. One such example would be the Porsche 911 with its automatic PDK sequential gearbox; which have proven to be faster than its manual counter-part time over time. I mean come on, how can we shift a traditional gear stick faster than pair of shifters backed by geeky technologies but even so, people (and even some automobile enthusiast) are missing the point. It’s the thrill of shifting the stick at your will, the feedback you get and the entire motion of it. One you can never get on an automatic. Playing paddle shifters might look cool (and yea, its fast) but I’d rather be playing some console game if that was the case. Uhuh. Then again that’s just me :] September 8, 2009
simply hilarious. 
September 6, 2009
Cops are weird. when out for supper with ZJ and my brother. we left the placed happily with satisfied tummys only to be ruined by a cop we encountered later at a road block. The retarded cop was directing me as i preapared to stop for the road block. His actions clearly seems to suggest that he wanted me to stop where the side window will be next to him but apparently he wanted me to stop the car right in front of him instead. For that, he slammed on the windscreen of the car. Like WTF? dudeee how the F am i suppose to know where or how you wanted me to stop?! You can't even give a simple or proper hand signal! and he even dared to slam on the windscreen! what an attitude for a cop!! We're guessing that he was afraid that i might run him over.. but it doesn't make any sense because i was the one that wanted to stop by the side of him! like errr? in any case, i really should have just ran right though him. so after we pulled over and got out of the car, he theantened to release a warning to us. I was seriously wondering what will the warning letter will say. lol jokes aside, we couldn't do anything when they wanted to record our identity & details down on paper, like they always say, sometimes you just have to appease to these people. You can't really win. mess with them and they'll just fuck you up; probably even take your license away. So we just gave in and pretended to stay nice and cool.. just because they don the blue uniform doesn't mean they can empower people with their superfluous authority; otherwise it's simply abusing. What i can't believe though, is that we're actually paying thier salaries.. I mean, in the end, we're actually paying taxes so that these retards can screw our lives up. how ironic. >:( and finally to end this entry, here's what my bro & ZJ have to say: Bro: i feel so bu gan xing. its the way singapore and law is i guess. no one really knows when they will cross the unmarked boundaries no one really dares to stand out to say anything all i know is e law is being enforced by really F up ppl now ZJ: First it was army, then it was SMRT and now its the police. Talking about stupidity and retarded-ness... Realise it's all govt. orgs? roflmao. And not to mention, I have something against old, guailan losers, esp. ones that play hierarchy. 3 nails into the coffin, i hope the last one seals them up dead for good.  September 1, 2009
circumstances of taking good enough? well, no one ever is. the real question is, what good is it in for me? myriad of puzzles shall be continued there shall be no last laugh no winners or losers. only who takes the most of the little games we all play  at least i know i'm taking the jump. Are you? |
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