January 23, 2011

you wouldn't believe the amount of love i actually have for you.. 

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January 10, 2011
Caged.

Haven't wrote a poem in ages. So here's one i written about four weeks into my service. I like this one, i really threw all my emotions into it and i'm sure u can feel it just by reading, it pretty much sums up what i've been thru for the past 9weeks since i enlisted.. basically hell.

i'm just glad it's all finally over now.




Caged.

A fix perspective

a jagged heart

it's true when they say

we're all markers of our own beliefs

yet in the blues of the sky

my surrounding waivers

Circumstances stand

Opinion flies

peers accustomed

with a solder's plight

a battle crossing in the sound of my mind

but I'll be all but that's of not

~









January 1, 2011
In to the New Year

Z.E.R.O

Yup, zero.

Z - Zero regrets in my life
E - Enjoy life to the fullest
R - Re-shape, re-invent myself for the better
O - Open my heart, soul and body to opportunities with a BIG WIDE SMILE :D

I read about this on my dear friend's blog and just as he's found it extremely meaningful I had a view of it of my own too..

2010 has been a drama. If i were to start there would be no end. But just as one of the best things happened such as getting together with this wonderful gal, I've also had a fare share of huge disappointments, really unfortunate incidents and dreadful reality smacking right on me. If I've learnt something about 2010, it would be enjoy life and freedom, treasure friends, love your family and karma exist.

2011 will be tough. real tough. I will soon be posted to a unit for National Service, and i will need to quickly adapt to my new environment if i want to make the most of my 2 years of service. 2011 will be spent pretty much in entirely in Service, but i wouldn't be letting that steal away my 2011. Because I've got goals and dreams too. And i intend to Z.E.R.O on to my life even if i have to take little baby steps; i'll work on it starting this year.. this i swear!




Z is tough, but u don't go giving without tryin'
E - I swear to make the best of what's laid out in front of me.. i'll take whatever's thrown at me with my chest up and a game face on. I'll say "come on, try to take me down!" to the hordes of challenges, hardships and difficulties ahead.
R - I want to be good this year. not for santa. I can say this over and over and its not the first time too. But this time I am specific to my goals and i WILL be a better man: I want to be a more understanding lover. I want to be more patient. I want to learn to give more. I want to be honest. I want to be less impulsive. I want to take a step back slow. I want to take things one step at a time. I want to sort out my priorities and draw out my inner abilities to the fullest. I want to know myself better. I want to be more creative, I want to idealise a great idea. I want to start a proper plan for my life ahead. I want to set simple achievable and approachable goals that i wouldn't be shying away from too soon.
O - I will. I will slap myself if i don't. I need to smile more and be less serious. I need to stop worrying too much and make myself look haggard and old. I need to be a child in a 20 years old pajamas. Smile, smile and everything will be alright is what they say. And I shall do just that. I'll pour them all out, my heart, body and soul. not just for opportunities, but in learning and understanding life as a whole.







 What better time to start than now?

Welcome 2011. I am ready for you (:









The Secret.

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The Need.

Graduate with a smile
The nice soft hair I once had
Prosumer Camera (maybe)
A good inspiration
A long vacation
A Car, a Bike and a Puppy
Everlasting love?
Whatever else that makes me happy



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