| November 30, 2009
Life now  ^yup that can only be me & how i look now.. what a weekend. drove til 4am on Thursday, til 5 am on Friday and til 6am on Saturday. Crazy huh! Along with something major that happened on Thursday, but due to some circumstances I cannot share here.. and just two days later on Saturday, I lost my phone in the most dramatic way possible following by my very fruitless search for it. Surprisingly it didn't roll off the vehicle where I took off but some distance later when I was already on the road. We actually heard a noise while we were cruising and thought it was probably a tree branch that had fallen off - at least it sounded like one. But we kinda concluded that the sound we heard was my poor phone rolling off the roof and falling onto the boot before finally hitting the ground ..& probably smashed to pumpkins after all the cars that have run over it. I was hopeful (and probably silly) that I could still savage the SIM card from the possibly very smashed up phone – I mean my contacts are precious! All of you are! So with that, I parked by a nearby carpark where I remembered where the noise of the 'fallen branch' was heard and did a 1km hike trying to find it. Yes. I braved a kilometer march at the center divider of a high speed dual carriageway. Balancing on what ground there is - with big protruding plants & a huge drain on one side and speeding cars on the other – nearly died =\ And..... *drums roll* to no avail. I found nothing short of some leaves and litter on the road. There was certainly nothing that looked ruined or destroyed less say anything black and shiny. It was a horrific experience.. then again I convinced myself that it was something that would have happened sooner or later anyway. I was already quite amazed; I never actually lost a phone before. not in the 19 years of my life!! Considering the 3 phones my brother has already lost at that point of his life. I think mine’s quite an achievement. Aha. Oh come on, I’m sure you’ve lost a phone or two yourself no? but oh well, it's nowhere like an achievement. Now I lost all my contacts, some great pictures I took and have to burn a hole in my pocket to get a new phone. FML? Yeah.. definitely. To end my entry: - Sudden urge to listen to Anberlin but realised my collection of their songs are in my lappy and i'm using the desktop. bahhh too lazy to switch! - Sometimes I still think of her. I hate that I do. But I really can’t help it. It happens. - Work sucks. Literally staring at a damn box for 8 hours. Everyone in the office gets a damn LCD and all I get is an enormous CRT that flickers. Don't get me started on the blocked sites and me being the only intern there. Previously they had six interns. freakin' SIX. now I’m like a sad loner seating on a lonesome desk with nothing but a big fat monitor. I really need to stock up on my oreos and pringles. Gonna eat my stress and boredom away. Ps.. please msg me ur number people!! And don’t forget to leave ur name in ur sms too or I wouldn’t know who u are! Haha. Thanks! :)(: November 19, 2009
i'm tired... yea.. & I'm tired too for those days that felt like a mistake two weeks ago i did something i probably shouldn't have. and now i feel insanely stupid like i shot myself on my own foot. unfortunately i realised too late I'm not sure if things will be the same again and i am afraid. I don't know what more can i say. maybe i had too much confidence, or simply too much held inside but saying all that now is useless, it's beyond my control.. I guess i'm just not good when it comes to feelings. shaking the bottle and opening it all up was a careless mistake but it was also a genuine mistake; one i wouldn't mind making it would have been cool if she felt the same but the regret now is pretty obvious i can only hope she understands that i've never done something like this before and i cannot describe how awful i feel right now all i'm looking for is some form of closure.. something only she can give and not one i can find and hopefully everything will be back to normal
So if you're reading this and you even have the tiniest feeling that you need to tell me something, please talk to me.. Because I can't. I don't want to exasperate the matter more so than I already did
November 17, 2009
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November 9, 2009
All ready for Work  This is what I'd wear if I had to dress formally. Ok, maybe not the last one; unless there’s such a thing as a 'dress down day' at office. that’d be cool x) Sadly though I’m not getting any one of them.. cause I’ve already done my formal wear shopping! haha. Fair enough, the shirts I got might not exactly be like the ‘oh-so-sexy’ ones above but they're awesome too :) Got them at a Bang at the Great Robinsons Sale at the Expo. the two shirts i got are both Hardy Amies contemporary fit - so at the very least I know I'd look young in them. haha! I also found the idea pair of business shoes I always had in mind while I was there!! :DDD I’ve been looking for one with a nice silver bucket for a really long time.. and seemingly the only ones I managed to find are like wayyy beyond my league.. read: $600-$3000++ seriously, I must have expensive taste or something. aha so I'm plenty satisfied when I finally found one that's like what, 1/9999 that price? LOL see, yhihhuua, you never know what you can find in a BIG BIG SALES like the Great Robinsons Sale. They’re not just for housewives kay!! Teehee. but ok fine, I have to admit I was reluctant when mom first suggested a trip down X) So I’ve got my shirts and shoes. Only thing left are some nice fitting pants and maybe a tie or two? Time really flies.. Attachment is just around the corner. I still got no clue as to where I’ll be attached to though. but hmmm.. who cares! better be ready than not right! haha. I can only hope I don’t end up with one whose office is miles away from home.. that would really be shitty =/  The Dr. Martens Urban Darren Strapped Shoe
November 7, 2009
what I've been up to all day laze in bed. youtube. tumblr. eat. laze in bed again. tumblr. eat. youtube  I want to think that I can don't care anymore November 6, 2009
Rubik Life  wouldn't it be nice if all the sides were of the same colour?How I’d look like now? Try picturing yourself drawing a smiley. Put two dots at the top for the eyes, then draw the longest straight-line below it. That’s how I’d look like. here’s some help:  Waking up every morning has become a major pain in the ass lately. It usual takes two rings of the alarm clock to get me up. Now it takes 2 rings from two different alarm clocks plus 3 snooze of 10mins intervals on one of them together with my mum’s nagging just to get up. I don’t want to start blaming the weather. I love the weather. This is the only time of the year where you can wake up every morning and lie to yourself that you’re in someplace else but sunny Singapore. It’s actually more of the shit that I’m waking up to every morning that’s making me laze. Am I the only one? I noticed it’s always about the time you need to wake up that you really start to enjoy your sleep.
'How very true' I thought to myself as I waited for my bus. It’s a nice shirt, but I like it more now that I can relate to it.
Vampire Weekend performing live in the streets of Paris :D November 3, 2009
the november feeling  It's been raining. Everyone seems to be talking about it on twitter, facebook and whatever medium there is to share. Most of them seem to like it, i do too, and I'd like to call it the november feeling.. where the weather starts to change to a sweet winter-like cool, as december comes and as Christmas draws closer. Of course i believe we all have the occasional complain of 'oh why must it rain today! we are going to the beach!' or something along that line, but then again we all know that deep inside we love the rain. Cozying up at home and just staring out the window, well, at least i know I do. haha. I also especially like those drizzle that are so little you don't really feel a thing even when it touches your skin..
the start of november is also about the time i get all excited about Christmas - my favourite holiday! Did i mention that i always wanted a Christmas tree? Sadly dad's too traditional and chinesy to be up for it. In fact, my family never really celebrates Christmas. Chinese New Year is the ‘in thing’ for my folks. haha i think i'm more of a thanksgiving guy? That said though, i really don't remember what i did last year! Too many things happened in the whole of this year for me to recall even a thing about last Christmas.. i can only hope this year's would be special, magical, or whatever they call it.. Cos i'm telling you i'm really looking forward to it. and then there's new year too :) ahh.. the november feeling.. don't you just love it ? Ps. oh, not forgetting all the end of year SALES that's going to start rolling in ;) I really like songs with meaningful lyrics |
The Secret.  
The Need.
Graduate with a smile
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