October 13, 2014
broken

This was us,



all these could have been us.. 

& everything was suppose to be,


we were great.



and then there was a pouring rain, I will never quite understand what happened.


While on your exchange, things changed.. you changed..

Europe was supposed to be a mini-honeymoon, everyone knows finding a partner and traveling 'the world' is just the best thing ever. But that experience was not to be.. we were far from where we were before, we were many steps back. I was not ready for what I was in for, and throughout the trip I was so desperately trying to fix something I didn't know how I even broken so badly.
I am sorry for not being a better person.


whatever happened..

I just know that,

I loved with all my heart. I loved like I never loved before. 

And in my mind there was only you.

it was always, just you.



and I guess this is not to be..


It has been months, but my heart still aches and I still tears at the thought of us.
 I try new things, I travel, I keep myself busy.
 But you have put me down completely on the cold hard ground.

I reach out, only to fall back, time over time again.


And now in my mind this is all I see:


you in the distance.. the small wonderful girl, the blessing of my life..
and of course all the places we never been.. 

you gave me all, and then take it all away.



I feel and fear I will never reach out again.



was I brave or stupid to let go

was it for you, or was it for me

it doesn't seem things would ever be the same

what is good and what is right

do we brace or bow to the ruthlessness that is

the state of love.






-G












October 4, 2014
argh.

Still entering loops. Need to start remembering new pw.










The Secret.

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The Need.

Graduate with a smile
The nice soft hair I once had
Prosumer Camera (maybe)
A good inspiration
A long vacation
A Car, a Bike and a Puppy
Everlasting love?
Whatever else that makes me happy



My Escapes.

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