| April 29, 2010
It takes more than ego to bite on ones lips  Sometimes I lay in impossibilities Sometimes words don't matter when black of ashes are remembered over snow Sometimes you try even when things are heading for a fall and just like that from milestones to piles of ruins Like a clap of thunder a blink of revelation Just one outsider, and in rolls the imminent flood of pain the bittersweet burns of a day hot and another day cold scars that stain already wounds broken sorrows and a bottle to fill What scenario gives the pass to overflow? A bite on my lips A look fore. Yet at the very least, at least I know I am looking towards tomorrow more than mere yesterdays..
April 14, 2010
Let bygones be bygones April 10, 2010
friends around me. I need friends constantly around me. If anything, I consider myself a people person (well, not in a vain, selling to potential employers way), I must constantly feed my need to socialise. lock me in a cell and I will rot. place me in the center of a party and I shall thrive. I am perfectly aware of friends who enjoy spending time by themselves; friends who love shopping alone, friends who enjoy taking joy rides alone and friends who would travel from the far north to East Coast Park just for an afternoon jog! Well, I simply cannot do. Much as I distract myself (say listening to my mp3 player as I jog) I'll still feel a certain sense of loneliness. True, nothing wrong spending some quality time by yourself, heck it's even a proven therapy acknowledged by many published therapist. But I just can't rid the silly idea I have in my head that, if I'm alone, I must be really pathetic. It goes along the lines of, 'if I'm alone, it must mean I've got no friends willing to accompany me.. be it to shop, run an errand or just for a simple afternoon jog.' sceptic to what I just said, I did have a glimpse of 'alone-time' today and it was a rather peasant one. Skated along ECP, sped past many others alike seeking the same refuge from the urban jungle and for that slight moment, I felt free. freed from all the worries and stupid-silly things in life.. with not a sound but the wind by my ears, it was amazing if anything. but much as it is, spending some alone time by yourself simply wasn't my kind of thing.. Well, maybe every now and then when I really need to clear some air but meh.. As I cruised on further into the park, my mind did the magic, and like always, it struck me once more. I braked hard, did a turn and headed back where my friends were waiting on for me.. I am definitely not an 'alone person' and I certainly enjoy company. |
The Secret.  
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