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So.... I watched a movie in the cinema all by myself again today, the 2nd time in my life!

Certain didn't felt as awkward and 'sad' as the first time.. of cos me being me, I would definitely enjoy and prefer company, & probably still avoid watching alone as much as I can, but I am beginning to appreciate the alone time, and hey, maybe it isn't that bad after all. But it was quite funny because it was a super impromptu decision! Basically I was home all day and my mum randomly decided to send me a photo of her mid-autumn festival party.. and that's when I just decided to go f-it, searched for a movie online and went for it! decision made, journey down, all within 15mins. haha, :D proud of myself. 

guess the surprise was also her reply back to me.. its was sweet.

I still miss her, I still miss us, I still think of the could haves, would haves, and should have beens. But if it's meant to be, I am sure we'll find our way. For now, I stay brave, and I stay Happy, I owe it to myself and the people around me :)

Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in, so mesmerizing and so hypnotizing

I am captivated, I am

Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right

I swear I'm right, swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore, you saw yourself

So clear like the diamond in your ring, cut to mirror your intention

Over sized and overwhelmed, the shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so isolated and so motivated

I am certain now that I am

Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right

I swear I'm right, swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore, you saw yourself

So turn up the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment, fall forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'll be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away, so let me slip away

So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current

So let me slip away, so let me slip away

So let me slip away, so let me slip away

Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right

I swear I'm right, swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore, you saw yourself

Slight hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Graduate with a smile
The nice soft hair I once had
Prosumer Camera (maybe)
A good inspiration
A long vacation
A Car, a Bike and a Puppy
Everlasting love?
Whatever else that makes me happy