Shu Qing and I got a whooping 332pts in the 1st round!!
Guess we make a great team xD


and then all is lost. Leo and I only managed to

1. Travel abroad and alone without parents - achieved at 13

2. A fully self-funded trip overseas - to be accomplished this December =D

3. Get a class 3 license by the age of 18. (which reminds me.. my TP is coming & i've forgotten everything i learnt. wootz)

4. Scale Mount Kinabalu before entering NS. (yea babeh!)

5. Live though NS
(I still think I might die in NS due to CEUHS <Completely Erratic and Unexplainable Heart Syndrome>which I doubt any doctor nor medical equipment can identify. sheeshs god knows I might be the only person in the world suffering from CEUHS :S)

6. Get my first (fully self-funded) car by the age of 21. (provided I could live thru number 5)

7. Do a bungee jump in the Australian outback soon.

8. Make my first million dollar by 30 (hoho)

9. Get married to a beautiful wife and have wonderful kids

9. Become a prominent tycoon by 50 (IF I live long enough that is)

10. Sky Dive at least once in my life before I’m too old for it

11. Die honourably, painlessly and with grace (which idiot doesn't want this? unless maybe u're a war bluff who rather die with ur guts flying all over the place I suppose. :/ )

As you can see it's kinda like how messenging in Iphone and Windows Mobile phone works. Conversations by one party is reflected as an entire block as long as the other person hasn't replied and is neatly organised. Green means available (online) and Red means busy!

Der also told me how customised emoticons now requires you to press down a certain button to be enabled. which is good! So now you have a chioce of saying LOL as text or using your blinking and decorated 'LOL' emoticon etc..

Can't wait for the official release!

the hollow of an empty key hole
like reflections of my heart
steals the moon from ebony skies
the loathing silhouette
inane guesses
and inscrutable mysteries
reduces fire to ore
can we put an end to this otiosity
will you be the key?
to find out whats beneath the magical door?
or are you just another more
tell me.
tell me.
i can wait no more!

spent 4 hours on this one. I don't expect you to fully understand it. writing stuff like this is a good way to past time when it slows to a crawl especially on emo days like today.

I Hate Rich People.

Singapore is boring.

If i had wings i would fly to a faraway place. Maybe to NY, Tokyo or Paris.. or to WA (screams peaceful)

Seriously, what can we do in Singapore! Shop. Eat. Movie. Pool. Bowling. Clubs. Pubs. Muesuems?? lol?! no moutains for me to scale. no trails for me to trash my bike. no lakes to meander. no countryside to roam. no forest to trek. no snow to have snowfights. But most of all no room to explore. They say it will take you more than 30 years to explore every single part of China. I reckon it will take u no more than 30 days to figure Singapore. Maybe 3 days is more than sufficient. So much for 'uniquely Singapore'.

When out with my cousy today, Michelle. was at PS followed by Cathay for a movie.

I was like telling her i have a gut feeling i'll knock into someone i know today. and knock i did. Saw Sherman over at the food junction with his friends and then Jace at the cinema! WOW! so proud that i can stand by my words. @ mich, see! told ya i was going to knock into someone!! hah. ;D

shopped around abit but failed to find a nice cardigan which i've been searching for ages. hm..

I have a gift.

A gift of screwing up.

Every time I decide I want something

I mess it up

I must be getting really good at it

Not once was I near a pinnacle

I never came close

Who would have thought it would be this tough?

and yet I dream.

So now I know

The day I stop dreaming will be when I’m truly happy

for that is when I can say

I’m living my dream.

Sastisfied? Not really. never accomplished what i set out to do. Learn something new. loss something old. Met new friends. visited new places. but still the same old me. Been fun. could have been better.