January 20, 2009
i don't know what i want

i don't know what i want anymore


just watched the movie, Vicky Cristina Barcelona as a break for my extremely long and tiresome weekend spent on projects. The movie is about love triangle or rather love rectangle. And how one may realise she might just be bisexual (lol yea. i know) and how much so the Americans are open to it as well as how forgiving friends are (bet u must feel like watching this movie now).

most of all however, what i got out of this firm was that things in life isn't always about what you wanted but what you love. In the movie it was portrait as how Vicky's betrothed is all about what she always hankered for.. what she always wanted.. a husband with a bright future and a pleasant but predictable life but she realised after a one night love affair with a Spaniard that she was about to make the gravest mistake of her life. 


This sounds all confusing because want supersedes need in every way but you see, love, love is more than just the mere wants. It is not something you can construe with tangible yearnings like for Vicky's case a stable husband and a secured future. 

In any case, now that i've watched the movie, i begin questioning myself. Not in love, but what have i been doing up till now. As it goes, it's not about what you want but what you love. Am I studying because i want to get into a local university or is it because i love studying? & what is it that i love anyway?









The Secret.

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The Need.

Graduate with a smile
The nice soft hair I once had
Prosumer Camera (maybe)
A good inspiration
A long vacation
A Car, a Bike and a Puppy
Everlasting love?
Whatever else that makes me happy



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