| December 23, 2009
my gratuitous affection..  The time has stuck I gave my heart there was never enough. It was never any different reality is tough I don't think I botched, I was never given a chance.. Because chances are like privileges and time like gold Moments might be treasured, only never collected until there was no more Anyone who have heard would believe my stories A tale of fiction but one so real How could she not know? When fairy tales strike harder? ..The only problem about my problem is that everything was real.. I can still remember all the little things she used to tell me, like the story of how she 'snatched' an elder sister in her primary school or how she'll stand by her stairway and wait for her mum to come up safely before she heads to sleep. The ones that people don't remember and the ones I fought so hard to forget.. or the things I did and am still willing to do, but sadly completely heedless and redundant by her it's not made any easier when I am always able to find some affinity with her to my surroundings, what people say or the places I go. but more so than everything else, is the fact that she seems indubiously unaffected through everything that has happened or the fact that she'll never read this only pains me more yet I know no one can blame her but myself for falling silly over her. and for that very reason i feel ludicrously stupid.. but as often as I am not, I can't help but think this is fallacy. I feel like Tom in 500 days of summer. Even more like Jacob in Twilight; we were never together. Cheated is too strong a word, i think maybe i am just.. hurt. |
The Secret.  
The Need.
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