| January 20, 2010
haphazard love  Objects like stone Jobs in hibernation Reality checked Readiness none. Do people ever get what they deserve? Even after you journeyed in boundlessness Held needles like flowers And hope for quicksand resolutions? I want to learn how to make sparks So everyone I dear will return with the same undying love And to never be hurt. as memories draws to clear Slowly but real Only guilty of not have teared and an everyday masquerade with chins held high till the black has shone I redrew to an silent opera waiting for the curtain call i'm still not ready. i thought i was. This feels retarded because i'm sure i'm the only one affected and it just isn't fair. Call me childish and immature, unrealistic, or naive. I have fallen in lush or love i don't care, it doesn't matter. All i know is it happened. It all did, it was tangible and real, and thats why it makes completely no sense to me. I need to breathe. and here i thought these post-crap shit/headaches are suppose to only affect women.
urgh.. *slaps forehead*
January 17, 2010
white sunday  So my desktop is in ruins and i'm using my laptop more so than ever. I actually believe the time i spent on my lappy in the past 2 weeks is more than the total time i spent on it for the past 3 years in poly. i'm serious! haha i hardly use it and it's still sparkling new! :d and i finally understand why ppl completely adore their laptops now. you can really use it anywhere - and i don't just mean in the loo. right now i'm laying chest down on my sofa while i type this with one hand and my lappy on the floor. comfy. well, i believe all of us had used it on our beds before, but i also tried using it while balancing it on my knees - you know when u snuggle up against yourself and bring your legs close to your body? it's quite a funky and challenging position to be using your laptop. You should try. haha though i must say, all of this is making me terribly lazy. my cheeks are currently punched on the edge of my sofa and i'm sure i'll have the imprints of the sofa on my face when i eventually do get up later. but i feel great now. I've never felt sunday mornings in the longest time. my routine sunday starts in the afternoon with my mum giving me a wake up call up for Lunch. So you can guess what time that would usually be! hah. It's now 10.53am, not early to many but very to my standards. my brother was in st james last night so i don't suppose he'll be up anytime soon. while my parents are out for their usual sunday morning exercise at some park or hill whatever (i'm just glad they're trying to keep fit) so essentially what i have is the entire house to myself ..and gosh is it quiet. it's so peaceful i'm not use to it :| but it's definitely nice. i love it. oh, & i've switched position haha! i'm now seating on the floor, legs crossed with my lappy resting on the sofa.. (needed to in order to have my milk & cereal) but since all of this feels so awkward, i guess i shall be heading back to my bed, after all, i wouldn't want to give mum a shock when she comes back and sees me awake ;) good morning sunday people. have a wonderful day ahead -G January 13, 2010
January as of now Agnes recently crowned dumbdumb as my new nickname. I think I’m starting to understand her ration behind it haha. Felt cold all night ytd and I was wondering what’s up with the weather and I realised only when I woke up that I have turned on the aircon in my room the night before but forgot to shut the windows. FAIL. Ahaha Another reason to feel stupid, I bought a Jumbo can of Pringles for my consumption in office, but I kept forgetting to take it out of my damn bag.. ehh, since monday. LOL. So essentially it’s been in there for three days! Took it out and tried shaking it when I got home today.. everything inside seems shattered into what’s probably a gazillion pieces now. haha and since it’s Jumbo sized I can honestly tell you it’s not the most practical thing to be lugging around in your bag. But oh well, I guess it’s still not half as bad as the one incident I had where I had Popeye’s Cajun fries in my bag over an entire weekend :| found a colony of ants the following Monday. Freaky stuff. ps. I bet some extended family members of the ants I killed on that tragic day are still alive and thriving somewhere in my room >:C Anyhow, work is starting to be a nip in the butt. And my new Sony Ericsson phone really does come with the most useless alarm tone I ever heard till date – it’s so soft and soothing it’s actually more effective in helping you sleep then to snap you out of it. Still, I can’t be bothered to get it change. CAUSE I’M LAZY LIKE THAT UHUH UHUH :D Mmm. I guess going to work is starting to feel like a drag because I’m halfway there (bet u’re thinking about Black Eyed Peas now). You know, they always say the most difficult part of adapting to a new environment is when you first entered and when you’re halfway in, when things around starts to slow and become monotonous. Well, I can tell you it really is. So I can’t wait for the last day of my attachment. Then I shall say a BIG goodbye to both work and my Poly education for real. But till then I shall be a living zombie. Speaking of which, I really can’t survive a day in office without my daily fix of 1. Lipton Tea (I still like the original sachet ones) in the morning and 2. Cadbury 3 in 1 hot choc in the afternoon – which btw, is seriously good stuff. You HAVE to try it haha. That’s pretty much the only reason why I even bother heading to the pantry anyway :d slurrp   Following pictures are from my awesome night trip with Balek & Mr. Jared Lucas,
  Oh and we bought frozen pizza from Mustafa. But decided it wasn't good enough so we threw in more ham & some sliced olive. I also added some 'miracle' pepper on my slices too. yum. We also found Imported Dr. Pepper! Hugely disappointed though. It tasted in between almond syrup and antibiotics with a splash of coke. EHH. WHICH REMINDS ME. I AM STILL HUNTING FOR MY BELOVED VANILLA COKE!! PLS TELL ME IF U SEE IT!!  HAHAHA & i'm not chubby k. There's half an apple in my mouth!  Now we finally know why.. Look!! the driver can't even reach for the brakes! :X January 7, 2010
Ooo AHH. the kittys are there again; and this time the she-kitty is pregnant uhoh. gonna have more wandering around very soon ._. January 4, 2010
once As Dao Jun puts, he has no idea how or why my 2009 can be so 'eventful'. It really was, i had so much (notice i didn't use many) coming down on me, without even moment's break in between. I'm tired, my mind's all fizzy :| even as the world transcended into the new year i was still in a blur.. but as i caught up, here's what i got to say for yesteryear & what there is for me in twentyten, because Once is enough!  I wish I could be more apathetic instead of always being numb with thoughts and feelings. My past is but a mystery and the present at best, a misty shade at times of question it's about being in a hiatus of thought, knowing something but nothing. Sometimes you wish you knew and sometimes you resist the harsh eventuality of hurting yourself in the end because you want not on the other and it pains how they might blind you out without a moment's thought in comprehension there are simply no guidebooks on the steps to take and certainly no straight answers only as vaguely as they see.. But I am wiser now I shall not pave paths but step ahead with only what comes around. January 1, 2010
Festival of Love Was out till late on Christmas Eve and guess what i saw on my way home? :D i know you're going to say, yo Gordon, whassup with the gay pictures. My reply is simple! YOU really have to be there at that moment to feel what i felt ! So you see, it was Christmas and nearing 3am in the cold morning, the estate was empty, the only sound and movements were the littered leaves carried off ground by the gentle winds. And there they were, two of the most lovely thang' ever. The ones we so often overlooked (strays), there, tugged closely together. And just as i withdrew my phone to snap a shot of the loving couple, the male kitty started to lick on the forehead of it's presumably greater other with such tenderness - only making what was already beautiful, better.   A couple of days later, i was back late again on the eve of New Year, and guess what i saw this time?! It was the cute kittys again! hahaha at the same spot and still as loving (just see how close they are) as before but this time with a slight touch of humor. i've got no idea what the male kitten is doing here.. looks to me like he's smelling the butt of the she kitty either that or he's just camera shy HAHA . Well, in any case nothing too intimate but still very very cute. So Snapped! In all honestly, i never liked strays from the beginning, but seeing these two, at least for that moment, everything was just behind. Love really is all around us and i believe it has the magic of bringing the warmth and comfort our society so lag today. And it's not just us people that have the power to convey that message but it is in the nature of the world, the surrounding around us and as we know it. So yea, i guess you really just need to FEEEEL the love. hahaha you'll know what i mean. That said, although i had one of the most distressful year, i really did learnt a thing or two about who my true friends are and made some new alike. So instead of all the well wishes and usual statement of 'oh-my-goals for next year', I shall take this time to thank everyone in my life. Everyone i met, and interacted in 2009, especially the ones who helped me through when i was down, dull and ugly. A great BIG Thank You, I love ya'll man.. ;D See you all in 2010 real soon!  she kitty: 'Meow. What on earth are you doing!? ' ps. Sorry for the poor quality photos, i don't exactly have the best camera. haha and yesyes i know they aren't kittens but cats just doesn't sound as sweet or nice as kittys okay. So don't you complain! |
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