| February 9, 2010
I could feel the warmth in my dreams  don't you just hate it when you're forced to wake up from a lovely dream? My best damn dreams are always broken to the ringing of my alarm clock. & it just HAD to happen again this morning.. I spent the entire journey on my bus to work just trying to recall and piece together the story in my dream. sounds silly I know, but it's not everyday that people have nice sweet dreams, and certainly not me.. so I was really hoping to remember even if was just a thing or two.. anything. in the end I felt quite miserable because all til noon I still couldn't piece everything together; at least nothing from the start.. but here's what i can muster. & I'm penning it down here before I really forget for real.. forgive me if it's really jaggy. I AM WRITING MY THOUGHTS DOWN STRAIGHT FROM MY HEAD. YOU'VE BEEN DULY WARNED. for some reasons, things haven't been working out with me and this gal. - the important part goes to the center of the story here. which i sadly cannot remember - then the setting swings to the outside of a beautiful stadium. - no idea why on earth I was at a stadium - It was a lovely snowy evening, We were standing by the entrance. Just the two of us, the stadium was completely deserted, it was quiet, and we could feel the silent in our ears.. but it also felt like we had the world. We were the only ones there except for the snow covered benches and the struggling grow from the heavily condensed london lamp posts that lined the stadium. But she and I.. We just stood there by our own, although next to one another.. but not at each other.. We stood looking at the road ahead. as if we dared not look into each other .. ..her dad was coming to pick her.. it was snowing; a nice steady flow; but we were silent with our surrounding.. I remembered having a frown on my face. she had teary eyes.. - I really can't remember the exact events preceding this. I really want to remember.. I suggest you read on. i'm sure you'll find your own.. perhaps using your own imagination - eventually her dad arrived .. & I slithered away.. slowly fading into the drowning snow ... .. just as I was walking somewhere pass the side of the large big stadium.... A hug from behind.. I was so busy in thought I couldn't even hear her heavy thudding footstep on the thick white snow. all I could feel was the warmth from behind.. and that was the only thing that matter.. then in all the softness in the world, I heard her whispered into my ear.. "I love you" & I gently shut my eyes and lean my head against her soft blushed hair.... * and.. my alarm went off * - I think I meant to say "promise me you'll never leave me again" - BUT I REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER.. How I wished time just froze then!! T-T I could just die in that moment a happy man.. i swear. I even put my alarm clock on snooze because i wanted so badly to get back into my dream but the additional 10 minutes and massive toss and turn simply wasn't enough. And yes. i ended up late for work. FML |
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