July 29, 2011
I just jizz on my pants

Was going through a few laps on Shift 2 Unleashed earlier and just managed to unlocked the 2009 Falken Porsche GT3 RSR! 

For those who know, Shift 2 Unleashed is famous for being one of the most realistic driving sims out there - even more so than GT5. And although I hated the original 911 as well as the GT2; Gosh, was this Falken Porsche GT3 RSR a joy to drive! It isn't as easy to tame as the cayman S but is much more rewarding. And once u master it, the satisfaction u get from winning is unbelievable! (:


Got off the game, did a little search on youtube and found this. the 2011 Falken Porsche GT3 RSR



What a machine.















July 7, 2011
Change.

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."



I'm lying on my clinical bed with its white sheet, watching as the dull grey fan spins.

Time is almost still here when you have nothing to do. I'm glad all I have is a digital watch and a phone that does not tick. I can picture myself slowly going insane as I watch the hands go ticking by.

Things in camp are starting to settle. But life as a whole isn't exactly getting better. It seems my relationship with my girlfriend is in a mess.

I'm a mess.

I've recently completed my training at the Signal Institute and am no longer a trainee. I really thought things would be better; but it seems we've fallen into a stage where there will be at least one fight, however big or small with every meet-up. Its usually those stupid silly things, but also those that really get on your nerves at the same time. And as it accumulates you start getting impatient..

I broke first, I said I was tired with all the insecurities, the expectations, and the quarrels. I'm not proud but I was certain it was the right thing to do, I said we probably need a break from one another..



A week has since passed and all I can say is it's really hard.. If you think the guys have it easy, I assure you it isn't.. I wish it was but it ain't true.


And so we're kinda not talking now. It sucks because I know its not going to solve anything and is only going to make things worse. But I really don't know what more I can do.


Her 21st is coming up and I feel awful, things couldn't have come at a more terrible time. I'm not sure if its the right thing to do as we are both probably still not ready to meet yet. But I've asked her out tomorrow nevertheless as I've already planned and promised.


.. I can only hope it's not too awkward

It's strange isn't it? how a couple can feel like the most connected beings on earth at one moment and at the next it just doesn't feel right anymore.. what shame and more agony.

The most painful thing of all however is the feeling you know tomorrow wouldn't just be a simple birthday dinner.


My friend told me if we were to break up, it will be my loss. He's probably right. Afterall, I'm the one in camp with nothing more but a hard-as-stone bed and a spinning fan that stares back at me. And I know, a girl like mine is probably irreplaceable..


But if letting go is the right thing for us, then I must brace myself for the worst

Because as with all things said, life still moves on..









The Secret.

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The Need.

Graduate with a smile
The nice soft hair I once had
Prosumer Camera (maybe)
A good inspiration
A long vacation
A Car, a Bike and a Puppy
Everlasting love?
Whatever else that makes me happy



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