| April 9, 2012
predicamental motifs: to hell with it?  Yeah, and I'm living in one right now. I feel unsettled. I hold dear but I don’t actually embrace the better things I have in life. It’s a vacatur feeling. I don’t feel sad. It’s more pathetic than sad if anything.. to want to do something about a situation but not have the means, will or guts. And gradually time seems to have stalled. The days which always seem to matter to me; I somehow feel nothing of it now. Today is today, and tomorrow shall be tomorrow, just another day. Yet it isn’t mundane. So many things happened in the past few months I cannot reconciliate. Everyone knows life isn’t easy, but wow is it crazy. Insane. Outrageous. People. Everything revolves around people, some are just perilously eccentric, some have a temperament so bad it’s destructive, some you simply don’t get while others are just plain two faced. It’s abominable. It really really is. It’s depressing enough just to try to wrap it around your head, let alone live with every day. It hurts my soul. I realised then, along with the ugliness of it all; the world works because of forgiveness. But some are simply not ready to forgive. Worst still, there are the ones that are actually so willing as to see beyond the deadlock, apologise for nothing but for a greater cause simply to get rejected. Who then should be the pitiful one? Who is the greater fool? Maybe the key then, is letting go. Am I ready to let go of the predicamental motifs of my everyday life? time has been my greatest adversary for some time now.. but perhaps it is now the most integral ingredient to the cure I seek. And right now? I need it badly. -G. |
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